past

Past.

I'm going to a camp tomorrow. I'll be back on the 15th.

I have to blog before I go cos..

14th is a very important day.

I can't say much here but..its a day that changed my whole life. Its the day I officially go crazy bout past because I don't usually reminiscence before that.

I am so tired , things are all racing up towards me, I don't know how to handle them , I wanna run and escape but you know... its not that easy.

Problems & things that I have to do increase follow up by my age & days.. I don't think I'm capable enough to handle life now. I know, I'm like SUPERB lucky to have a complete family , with no financials problem , I have everything : clothes , food , shelter.. more than I need...I'm healthy - most importantly..

Poor people that only able to have only 1 meal a day...sometimes they don't get to eat at all.

People with disabilities..

People with financial problems..

Orphans..

What am I thinking man. One moment I was so grateful and here am I , complaining how unhappy I am in current life , complaining I have no time to complete everything I want/ I have to do.....complaining life is too hard for me...

I'm sorry. I'm deeply sorry for my ungrateful-ness. But I really need help in all these. Tell me ! Scold me !

I need a counselor...

I will try my best to appreciate things and be grateful. I know its impossible to step into the past, but let me reminiscence okay?

I'll not forget 14th dec.

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I miss. I really miss.

If its not fate , why did the song played at such right time?

#wordsineedtohear - you are allowed to step into the past